You could have just donated! [...okay get ready for the voice to start getting higher.] Or... bi-- no, don't bid. Donating would be fine. You don't need to do that. I was just going to donate, really, I could even donate in your name.
It is a worthy cause!
[THAT YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT. But she's not going to say that. ... yet.]
Well! I thought about saying four - kind of a two-for-one kind of exchange. But that seemed really pushy or, um, greedy. Which is rude! And self-centered? And I don't want to be rude.
...or self-centered.
Or demanding! Which is actually what I should have said to begin with...
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[And then some quiet. Which is good, and then bad, and then a mix of both. And she shifts on her bed, and fiddles with the hem of her shirt.]
...I saw you. Volunteer for that-- um. Auction.
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You could have just donated! [...okay get ready for the voice to start getting higher.] Or... bi-- no, don't bid. Donating would be fine. You don't need to do that. I was just going to donate, really, I could even donate in your name.
It is a worthy cause!
[THAT YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT. But she's not going to say that. ... yet.]
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So, of course it means something to me, as well.
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[And then silence. For a long time.]
Well. I shouldn't complain. I thought about doing it, too.
[...after you signed up!]
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What made you change your mind?
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I don't have a lot of time. But. Maybe I will!
[...except for how she doesn't want to. Hm.]
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[But she doesn't... want to. She pauses.]
But I don't know. Buying time is a little odd to me. I mean on either side. And kind of... creepy, and... I wish you wouldn't. I really do.
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I don't want you to go back on your word. I mean, I don't want to be the reason you do something like that, if it makes you uncomfortable.
So. [A little breath.] I guess I'll just have to win.
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[ Double meaning is go! ]
Bet he's feeling smug right now :P
[...she should probably just say what it is.]
[AND YET SHE DOES NOT.]
Maybe. Just a little.
Or a lot. 9_9
[Which she had thought of. ...but she still didn't say it. Hm. So, she nibbles her bottom lip a little.]
Well! If I don't win, will you... give me two hours of your time anyway?
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...or self-centered.
Or demanding! Which is actually what I should have said to begin with...
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Because I won't object if it's what you want.
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You know. I'm not sure what to do with that much time. Are you?
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