Well! I thought about saying four - kind of a two-for-one kind of exchange. But that seemed really pushy or, um, greedy. Which is rude! And self-centered? And I don't want to be rude.
...or self-centered.
Or demanding! Which is actually what I should have said to begin with...
Well... I don't really do much other than work. But then again, there's nothing as important to me as work, either.
I-I don't really know what else to do with my time.
Because... when I was a little girl, I just... did what little girls do. And then with the Organization, I just trained all the time. And then... on the field, I was -- well I'm sure you remember what that life is like, and I only did it for a few months, and then here... you know what I do here.
Um.
Paperwork.
And rounds. And... more paperwork.
I'm babbling.
Um! My point is... I don't know how else to live. Or... what to put in a room. For the first three months here I just slept in the ruins.
As long as we don't go too far out, it shouldn't be-- not that it's actually dangerous. [For either of them, really, but...] ...it would be nicer if we didn't need to kill anything.
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...or self-centered.
Or demanding! Which is actually what I should have said to begin with...
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Because I won't object if it's what you want.
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You know. I'm not sure what to do with that much time. Are you?
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I've always had people telling me what to do.
[...]
Do you really think I... live "lifelessly"?
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But I also believe it is something that can be changed... if you want to change it.
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I-I don't really know what else to do with my time.
Because... when I was a little girl, I just... did what little girls do. And then with the Organization, I just trained all the time. And then... on the field, I was -- well I'm sure you remember what that life is like, and I only did it for a few months, and then here... you know what I do here.
Um.
Paperwork.
And rounds. And... more paperwork.
I'm babbling.
Um! My point is... I don't know how else to live. Or... what to put in a room. For the first three months here I just slept in the ruins.
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Let's go swimming.
[ It's liberating. In so many different ways. ]
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But going swimming means getting all... wet. For... no reason.
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And telling you defeats the purpose of doing something spontaneous, too...
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[Hm. Then again, thinking about it too much defeats the purpose, right?]
[Although splashing comes to mind.]
Well. I could try swimming.
...I wonder when the snow will start.
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As long as we don't go too far out, it shouldn't be-- not that it's actually dangerous. [For either of them, really, but...] ...it would be nicer if we didn't need to kill anything.
For once.
[She laughs a little, quietly.]
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Would you like to head out together... or shall we have a little fun and see who gets there first?
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Although you're a little faster than me, so it seems like a bit of a cheat.
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Is... five seconds fair?
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But I'm about to go out the window, so you should probably get ready to leave.
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[...and off she goes!]