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Isley ⚜ Claymore ([personal profile] silverking) wrote2011-12-31 01:04 pm
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✖ IC CONTACT #3

This is Isley.

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[personal profile] barebacking 2012-11-22 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ He looks over his shoulder, bottom lip jutting out at the sight of the disapproving look. ]

I know. [ Yaha looks at "Orsino." He reaches his hand up to pry he illusion's eye open. ] I can never breathe life into their sight. It always looks dead. [ Flicking his index finger against the eyeball a few times, he eventually lowers his hand. ]

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[personal profile] barebacking 2012-11-22 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ah.

He looks to Isley then, looking as though he has been struck. No, if he had been struck, he would actually enjoy that. This is more of a broken look upon hearing those words. Shame might actually make their way into his gaze, but he looks away instead.

Once his hand is free, he gestures a little to break the spell which he cast -- the "Orsino" before him disappears in a flash of bright light.
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You are also right. His embrace is very cold.

[ Perking up just a little, he walks over to lightly reach out to grab and tug lightly on Isley's sleeve. ] A gift... for me? To ease my heart over what has happened with my father? Truly?

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[personal profile] barebacking 2012-11-22 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
Is that what that was?

[ He blinks a little before he reaches down to the ground. It opens up to grant him a basket. Here he thought that it is something that Anders gave him, but all the same, he follows after Isley. ]

I did not -- I thought it was a gift from someone sad that Father is gone. Wishing to offer me sympathies. But... I suppose not. [ He lifts it up to lightly chew on the handle of the basket as he walks. ] I'd like to share this with you, too. I don't know what to do with all my emotions.

They'll be chaotic, but you handle them marvelously... so I think we will be all right with sharing of the meals, yes?

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[personal profile] barebacking 2012-11-22 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
I don't give thanks to his going. [ He sighs just slightly.

His steps are light before he comes to the table, and smiles slightly at the meal, before taking his seat. It occurs to him that he shall never share another meal with Orsino. Somehow that makes him feel ill. To lose a father another third time, he tips his head back as he starts to laugh. It's funny, because he cannot keep any family close. His laughter carries on and seems to echo in the Mess Hall. It's funny because it seems he is mistaken with the Gods. They are continue to make him be alone. The only elf. It is like his existence negates all others. Is that his fault? Is it? No, it's fate's. The Gods' of his world's curse upon him.

The hysteria fades as he sets his basket down on the surface finally. Tears from his laughter rolling down his cheeks as he peers to see what it is that he has --
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Oh, looks like there are some cheeses and meat... and wine here, too... How tasty.

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[personal profile] barebacking 2012-11-22 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
I shall be thankful for such things. And I realize that there is a curse upon my existence that I did not know until I came to this place. The Gods chose me to live in my world. For whatever reason, they saw reason for me to continue on. It's touching in a way, but I was the last of my kind. And now that I am in this world, it seems like I would have solidarity... but that would break the kindness the Gods gave me. To be the last. To live. And so it is taken from me.

I know of their existence, but do not believe nor worship them.

[ No. He did not believe in them, at all. Instead, he fashioned his own altar and room that seemed so very holy and bright within his citadel. He would bring people to be sacrificed, tortured, and other horrors would grace their flesh before death would finally come to them. Yes, he would defile what it is to be sacred and show the Gods that he will not kneel before them. They are the only betters that he will not, because of their cruelty. ]

Upon that realization, it is easier to accept Orsino's passing.

[ He reaches in to pull out some of the flesh that he spoke of. Red and dripping, he lifts it up to sniff the meat. ]

Oh... I remember this... [ His mouth waters just a little. ] I cannot partake in this meal here... the people would think it ghastly. Do you know what beast this came from?

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[personal profile] barebacking 2012-11-22 06:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He picks up the glass and sniffs the liquid first. His smile blossoms anew when he approves of what it is that he is given. ]

I think that would be underestimating my Gods.

[ Lifting the glass up, he drinks deep and feels it warm his entire body almost immediately. He blinks slightly as his vision seems to become fuzzy in the same manner. Ara? ]

I am touched that you're able to tell that so easily. I [ He rubs his eye with the heel of his hand to help his sight but it seems to make it worse. ] cannot eat such things. I usually share it with my children. It's not cannibalism because I am not a human. Raise by, yes, but that does not make me one of them. That has been clear to me. How funny they are.

[ The glass is set down a little roughly that some of the wine splatters onto his hand. He licks it off before he tears some of the flesh off in pieces. But doesn't eat. Yaha just continues to rip and tear at it until there is little but mush and red where he is sitting. ] Funny, funny, funny...

[personal profile] barebacking 2012-11-22 06:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Just a fact. It is not a fact that I can accept. Because then what reason am I once more alone.

[ He scratches his nose then, smearing some of the meat and red across. His face feels hot and already shows a cherry glow. ]

Only a few days of it filling up, then my mouth will miss the flavor... it will miss it oh so much and then I'll have to sink my teeth into some of the people here and eat them until I am full. I am surprised you can stop yourself.

[ His mouth waters just a little before he looks up at the hand settles down on his once more. He rubs his face and nose, with his free hand -- more red smearing and dripping down to splatter into his lap. ]

I like it. I shall eat nicely now. [ He takes a smaller tear that he has made of the flesh and slip it into his mouth. ]

[personal profile] barebacking 2012-11-22 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I have not really given up on them. But I wonder if they will accept me.

[ His hand reaches out to pick up the wine glass to drink more. At this point, his neck starts to turn a red shade to indicate just how drunk the deranged elf is become. Still, his tone is conversational and without slurring. In fact, he enunciates his words a little more as though to prove he is not being affected. ]

I suppose nibbling is better than holding off on what it is that you want.

[ Glass once more set down as he lifts a larger piece of meat up to chew on the corner. His head lifts up when he hears this is their last meal as the piece of flesh slides out of his mouth to his lap then floor. ]

What do you mean? We will have more. We live together, after all.

[personal profile] barebacking 2012-11-22 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
If they don't accept me, I shall simply end their existence. I would hate to do so. I would hate to have to be alone with no other elves, but I cannot be hated by my own kind, too. Father accepted me for all the derangement that I hold inside myself... I won't accept anyone but those like him. He is just like I thought the elves would be toward me.

[ His hands settle on his face as he almost digs his nails into the flesh to tear it off. But he settles for just pressing the heels of his hands into his eyes. Looking more and more disheveled as the conversation goes on.

He drags his hands down off of his face as to show the surprised expression. Yaha almost says that he is not a thief before he sits down carefully and looks away.
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I did not think they were important...

[personal profile] barebacking 2012-11-22 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He looks away for a moment before he makes a small gesture to the door. His hand opens to move his fingers to call to his precious children. A gnome walks in, stumbling and feeling the affects of the drink completely in its body. Running into one of the tables, it waddles in a crooked manner to Isley before reaching under its hat to hand the maps back to the man.

Yaha's head slams onto the table, hard enough to have a bruise suddenly appear on the gnome's face. He is not happy.
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[personal profile] barebacking 2012-11-22 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
I had no real plan for them. I merely thought that they would be useful to me one day, but I had yet to figure out when that day would be.

[ He shakes his head. ]

And, no.

[personal profile] barebacking 2012-11-22 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
This is hard for me.

[ He drags his face side to side against the table, smearing the meat into his face. ]

I was just upset about my father passing. I did not know what it was that I was doing. I did not even use what it is that you have taken back now. [ Yaha does pause as he hears that he is not hated. He blinks a few time, looking at the meat inches from his face.

He lifts his head up with some of the pieces sticking and eventually sliding off. Face still red from the alcohol, but hard to tell with what the meal has done to it.
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I hope that we can one day be friends, again, though. I am sorry that I took from you and will try to do something in return so that you think fondly of me once more.

[ Reaching to take his glass, it miraculously did not tip over, he lifts it slightly to Isley. ]

Would it not be better to simply tear off my head so that I do not need to feel sorrow anymore? Wouldn't that be better? Then you would feel better in turn and we can go back to being friends.

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