I'm not sure what to call it. Everything got... confusing and I couldn't remember where I was, or... I don't know. I didn't remember much of anything, really. So I followed my instincts, and they brought me to someone who did.

I guess it took about a week to put things back together. I still don't remember my handler's name, at home.

At first I thought it was just the... I thought it was a side effect. But it was only me. I was the only one who came back that way.

So, when you said she wanted to meet her parents, I thought maybe it's something about me. Something that makes my mind... turn things off when they hurt too much.