I just don't know what to call it. It's... we're not really friends, are we? Because there's too much... something. But then we're not really together, either. But I feel guilty... when I miss Senji. Or when I look at someone else. But I feel guilty when I miss you, too. Or when I look at you. I just feel like I shouldn't, but then I can't help myself because you... make me ache. All over. But if we're not friends, and we're not... more than friends, what do I call it? You're one of the most important people in my whole life, and I only met you a few months ago.
I don't know what it is. I don't know what we are.
/s-sob.
I just don't know what to call it. It's... we're not really friends, are we? Because there's too much... something. But then we're not really together, either. But I feel guilty... when I miss Senji. Or when I look at someone else. But I feel guilty when I miss you, too. Or when I look at you. I just feel like I shouldn't, but then I can't help myself because you... make me ache. All over. But if we're not friends, and we're not... more than friends, what do I call it? You're one of the most important people in my whole life, and I only met you a few months ago.
I don't know what it is. I don't know what we are.
But I know I don't want us to be less.