Maybe. Or maybe they won't. There are things that have happened in my life that I wouldn't ever forgive either.

...anyway. Maybe I do need to be forgiven. I shouldn't have hidden so much for so long, but I just. Every time I tried to talk about it at all, I--

I miss Arthur. He was the person closest to me, other than-- ...he was my closest friend, but I think I'm running out of them, now. Friends, I mean. Even Senji is upset at me now, because of that... thing I asked you to do.