[...well! She's been trying not to think about it too much. But that joke.]
[She bites her bottom lip.]
Can you? Really?
[It's not that's skeptical. It's just that...]
[Well, okay she's skeptical.]
[In fact.]
Maybe. But not forever. And you would lose a lot, too... wouldn't you? Become weak.
[A little breath.]
Luciela told me.
And I don't want that, either. I don't want you weakened, because then they'll kill you. But I can't just say I don't want you to be weak, because then what am I saying? What am I hoping for? I don't want you hurting anyone either.
ahsbdbad OH MY GOD, I JUST WANTED THERAPY!!
[She bites her bottom lip.]
Can you? Really?
[It's not that's skeptical. It's just that...]
[Well, okay she's skeptical.]
[In fact.]
Maybe. But not forever. And you would lose a lot, too... wouldn't you? Become weak.
[A little breath.]
Luciela told me.
And I don't want that, either. I don't want you weakened, because then they'll kill you. But I can't just say I don't want you to be weak, because then what am I saying? What am I hoping for? I don't want you hurting anyone either.